Back from a break.

I could’ve announced this on socials, but I didn’t want to. I deleted all the apps off my phone and it’s gonna be that way until some time before the new year. I want to post, but I do not have the urge. I’m not sure if it’s the Rahu conj my Sun in the 4H of privacy but..

I realized that what I built is all I need to continue forward off socials for the most part. So less time will be spent there.

More site and Patreon updates are coming. I apologize for the waxing and waning of consistency. I have been doing a lot of reflection in my 20s, and I’m pretty set in my ways of what I want to do and how I want to go about it. I had to figure out my personal life and how I wanted to run that before I could return and give y’all my best.

No discussions, no think pieces on socials. I have my own site that I pay money for it to do on here. I’m hoping to have more site posts monthly than normal. I’m surprised I even have foot traffic with no promotion. I’m gonna get shit booming. I have email subbies on here. I think that’s enough people to give you updates. I’m sticking to a weekly format to update people on what they have missed on my site. Maybe I will return to social media in the new year. For now, I just want to hear my own thoughts. To give y’all all of me in the best way.

There are a lot of things I cannot wait to share. I’ve been spending more time alone outside of work. I needed a break to think. To read. To breathe. I wasn’t able to fully commit to this break because life is keeping me busy. But my mind feels clear since I’ve been gone. I want to keep it that way. Fuck a new year. We getting shit crackin right now.

I will never retire from this work. This is the imprint of my life and I want to dive deeper into it in more ways to share with y’all. Social media has jaded my process. The next steps to my journey require more quiet time and more connection. I feel it in my bones.

Now for those who want to hear me vent on why I am doing this it starts here:

Social media is not highlighting my best work. My best me. I tried hard to reset my algorithm for it to show me things I am interested in. No avail. They sneak things in to stir my emotions or to distract me. I am working on a dissertation about this I’ll be sharing. Even the mutuals I have, love them, post shit I really don’t care to see. I always thought that app would be a place where I can talk with like minds, network, and make some really solid friendships. Mostly of those things happened. I’m content with the experience I got out of social media, but I’m done with it to that capacity

Something within social media has changed and I don’t like it. At all. Especially when I came back to twitter "“post pandemic” (I say that VERY loosely). Just the people I knew stayed the same. I went through a large change when I came back, but my body and mind is now molding to what my spirit wants me to be. I’ll still be posting, but it will be relevant to what I care about. I need to live. My body is craving life like never before. And this shit that is happening now is not living. It is a slow decay to where you will wake up at 40 unfulfilled and full of regret.

A lot of people are going through a sickness that is not physical, but spiritual.

I realized that what I built is all I need to continue forward off socials for the most part. So less time will be spent there.

More site and Patreon updates are coming. I apologize for the waxing and waning of consistency. I have been doing a lot of reflection in my 20s, and I’m pretty set in my ways of what I want to do and how I want to go about it. I had to figure out my personal life and how I wanted to run that before I could return and give y’all my best.

No discussions, no think pieces on socials. I have my own site that I pay money for it to do on here. I’m hoping to have more site posts monthly than normal. I’m surprised I even have foot traffic with no promotion. I’m gonna get shit booming. I have email subbies on here. I think that’s enough people to give you updates. Hell. I’m allowed to send 500 emails per month with this service. Not that I will send you 500 emails. I’m sticking to a weekly format to update people on what they have missed. Maybe I will return to social media in the new year. For now, I just want to hear my own thoughts. To give y’all all of me in the best way.

There are a lot of things I cannot wait to share. I’ve been spending more time alone outside of work. I needed a break to think. To read. To breathe. I wasn’t able to fully commit to this break because life is keeping me busy. But my mind feels clear since I’ve been gone. I want to keep it that way. Fuck a new year. We getting shit crackin right now.

I will never retire from this work. This is the imprint of my life and I want to dive deeper into it in more ways to share with y’all. Social media has jaded my process. The next steps to my journey require more quiet time and more connection. I feel it in my bones.

Now for those who want to hear me vent on why I am doing this it starts here:

Social media is not highlighting my best work. My best me. I tried hard to reset my algorithm for it to show me things I am interested in. No avail. They sneak things in to stir my emotions or to distract me. I am working on a dissertation about this I’ll be sharing. Even the mutuals I have, love them, post shit I really don’t care to see. I always thought that app would be a place where I can talk with like minds, network, and make some really solid friendships. Mostly of those things happened. I’m content with the experience I got out of social media, but I’m done with it to that capacity

Something within social media has changed and I don’t like it. At all. Especially when I came back to twitter "“post pandemic” (I say that VERY loosely). Just the people I knew stayed the same. I went through a large change when I came back, but my body and mind is now molding to what my spirit wants me to be. I’ll still be posting, but it will be relevant to what I care about. I need to live. My body is craving life like never before. And this shit that is happening now is not living. It is a slow decay to where you will wake up at 40 unfulfilled and full of regret.

A lot of people are going through a sickness that is not physical, but spiritual.